actually i don't plan to blog anymore.
But something i need to say to you but i don't know how to say when i facing you.
So i prefer type at here and say here.

Recently, we less contact with each other. Because my phone problem. But actually with or without my phone, we also less contact. I know, we now is having education. I know i cannot "yao qiu" too much. I know you will tired. I also will tired. And don't know why recently, we less talk phone. But once we talk, we will argue. Don't know why i will "fak mang zang" when talk to you and dont' know why you will "bu nai fan". Maybe you also don't know but i can feel that. Maybe you will not admit it. You always ask me, where is the problem? Actually i not really know. Maybe when a girl and boy together for a long time, their relationship will become not too sweet. Maybe my experience is not that much, so i will feel a bit suffer when this kind of thing happened. If you ask me, what i want you to do? Seriously i also don't know you can do what for me. I'm so sorry for this if i make you drop into my suffer too. I'm sorry.

He still not blog, and still haven't give me that "zhong wen zhi xin" =.=

Recently, I keep playing Game ---> DDtank.
When I started to play this game, I think is half year ago. Why play? Because I had nothing to do.

Last Saturday, I watched Transformer with him. Transformer 3- Dark of The Moon. He keep said the movie was not nice when he Haven't watch the movie, but after he watched, he go back home and download the 1st chapter and 2nd chapter to watch =.= ( you not said you don't like meh? ) But I think he feel the movie is interesting, although he keep LIE me that the movie not nice at all.
Actually I am very happy, because he choose to watch with me, rather than his friends. Because he purposely went to Wangsa Walk to buy. Because he stay in front the computer until 12am although he was tired also want to wait for reserve the ticket. Why? BECAUSE HE KNOW I LOVE TRANSFORMER.

That day, I first time fetched by him. He came to college and fetch me back his home to lunch first. I felt surprise when he told me that he driving the car. And I scare. But actually I also don't know I scared for what but keep laughing at him =.= weird. Maybe this is the first time I fetch by my boyfriend, so I feel excited.

I also feel happy. Because he hold my hand tied. Can you tell me why? I feel warm and sweet. I will also hold his hand tied everyday. ♥

Now, I still wondering. Am I need to treat him more good like previous? But he asked me not to treat him so good.

I must use English to type this post because my "zhong wen zhi xin" had gone!! I dont care!! you help me gao dim!! and my "san guo" also gone dy!! you help me gao dim!! and that INUYASHA!! haven end wan leh!! you help me gao dim!! remember!! dont forget xDDD


I think is last last week, our relationship had across one year dy. But he gave me 90 hearts only because he din count total have how much =.=" actually it should be 106 piece wan. =.=///
And actually I dont like your blog post about one year anniversary!! Because you didn't said any more about us. I know you dont know what to write. So, never mind larh.


recently, he is very busy for his coursework, test, and many many larh. Sometime I will think that he care his friend more than me >.< Dont blame me. So I always emotional (I like!!) dont blame me. And I always angry him for go out until so late. Cause I didn't do it, you also cannot do it (dont blame me!!) And I always angry him that he always no heart, really lorh, because sometime you always forget this forget that. (dont blame me also) xD but this is not "an quan gan" problem. I believe that all the girl that stay in earth is same as me. Because this is woman's nature. Even though guy just A LITTLE BIT scrupulous, we also will think too much. If not, Bebe wont said Wen Jun not love her much. 


 In one year time, he is get into my life. If suddenly he is disappear, how is my life could be? but sometime I will think that maybe if he suddenly disappear is better for me. Because I had try before. Nothing is more hurt than that, so I can tahan. It is better than if you finding reason to break up with me. I always believe, if you love enough someone, even though it is very suffer, you also will try hard to maintain the relationship. But if you not love anymore, it is the only reason for break up. That why i always tell you, Love needs to manage properly.


 
谢谢你从来没有觉得我不够好
谢谢你守护我的每一分每一秒
谢谢当天塌下来 你也会帮我顶着
冰的固执 水才会懂
终於让时间回过头来笑我们傻
但暴雨都要淋过才能逼得人成长
没有地久没有天长 没有最美的花
只有遗忘 能让眼泪流光
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是以前

也许以後再也没人比你更爱我
也许以後我也不可能再那样活
每当想起你的时候 快乐都比较多
也许快乐 是时间的幽默
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是以前
多少天 多少夜 爱一个人很难 爱自己更难
清晨醒来所有美梦都不见
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是以前

今天去他家玩了一整天，

是蛮开心的

我们很亲密

我们玩棋玩得很开心

我们玩牌也玩得很开心

他，也表现得很疼我

唯一一样东西，就是阿健的邀约

我想也没有多想便一口拒绝了

我没有不开心，

真的没有不开心

我知道当时他一直看着我

我知道他害怕我不开心

但是我没有，

真的没有

这个答案我已经告诉过他几百遍了

为什么？

因为是你，不管什么事，

我都会以你的感受为先

别人的感受我不理

也不想去理会太多

你总是说害怕我们有结局

我们一定会有结局

是好的结局，

还是坏的结局？

我们都无法去控制

那倒不如我们一起设法

编造一个美好的结局？

我正在努力着了，

你看不到，感受不到吗？

当一个男人做出这些事，他真的很爱你了

你说有哪一样你是没有做到的？
没有一样。



















部落没有告诉我，生气你！！！

其实昨天有很多话想部落，但是现在却没有什么“灵感” ==

最近，他对我很冷漠。
我不知道为什么，也不愿意去了解怎么了。
这样的他会让我想起前一段感情，没有原因没头没脑地结束。
但是我也清楚知道，这些事不是我所能控制的。
我只能对他好，时常都告诉自己“至少现在他还是我的”
我也给自己心理准备，留下后路，也许有天他离开，我也不能怎样。

我一直记着那天晚上他说的，“我只想好好珍惜你”
凭着这句话，我相信他还是爱我的。
但是他却对我冷淡，我百思不得其解。

我尝试过也对他冷淡，但是到头来我做不出。
我想拉着他叫他对我好一点，但是那样只会让我爱得更没有尊严。
最后，我就只能对他好，一直对他好。

昨天我们一起去看戏。
我生气他，因为他明明没有力气了还要撑着打篮球。
明知道自己体力不够好，更何况等下还要跟我出街看戏。
可是气到最后，我又不忍心，所以在戏院亲他，疼回他。
没办法，谁叫我爱他。

美琪说得对，世上总有一个人会让你败在他身上，那个人是你吗？


你有主意到，我们在一起几天了吗？

9 months

这是我每个月的第一天都会做的事。
但是这个月我迟了3天，也许太忙了，需要应付2个小考。


我们9个月了。
上个月，是我们过得最遭的一个月。
我选择相信运程所说的，属猴子今年的感情运很差。


昨天，我答应他最后一次。
以前，我从来都没有作出过这样的承诺。
这次，不一样了。
下次见面，我要跟他打勾勾。
因为我从来都不愿意打破我们打勾勾的约定。
我要他相信我。


他说我会累，迟早会累。
我说，从在一起开始，我就对他说了很多次我不会。
我知道以后的事没有人懂，但是我真的是认真的。
认真地跟你说我不会累。


"many of them know how much I love you, how much I be willing to pay for you."
你懂吗？


don't try to say I am tired, I never tired, you know?

sorry dear

I must say " SORRY MY DEAR "

By the way, all is over. We look forward our future. =)
A great future.

You are my everything.

♥